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Happy Birthday: Dark and morbid but ever so shy, a fascination explained but never a why. She visits cemeteries with an inquisitive mind, but I wonder one day if bones she will find. A day of celebration for her birth arises, and yet she wonders what will be the prizes? Another year has passed its time in silence, but the soul it seems only increases in vibrance. Not the best I know but more questions I ponder, even in the morning when she has a tendency to wander. Sometimes nervous and at others anxious, Always on my toes but ever gracious. Hard to write because I know so little, but in writing here a poem I whittle. A present in form but

Anger clouds and rumbles through, like a storm front coming into view. Bringing aggression like lightning, even to myself it can be quite frightening. I wish it wasn't there or that it wouldn't stay, because to my loved ones it does nothing but betray. I want it to protect and I want it to guard, but all it does is wound and leave others scarred. sadness follows because of what its done, I can only see in retrospect and turn to run. but that's not right to run from my issues, I need not to be a coward and stand by my virtues. I can't really say that I always felt wrong, but inside I knew that I was far from strong. Running certa

Seemingly tired and rarely happy, making me wonder what it will take. I wonder if this might be too sappy, but when you're like this my heart does break. Wondering if you can truly be at peace, or if you have your own mental dream? Wishing the unhappiness would cease, so I could hear that smile with a gleam. Sometimes close but never far, wondering how long you will stay. I wish i could take your burdens and scar, but i know not how much they will weigh. One day peace and happiness will you find, but until that day never cry too hard. For that moment when together are your heart and mind, you can lay down that wall the one I ca

Late at night trying to sleep, eyelids falling like a widows weep. Rain hits the windows and start to seep, i wonder if the window seal is gonna keep. Hot and cold and never just right, outside my window is a moonlit night. Hearing the mosquitos buzz and bite, thank god im not out in that humid night. Wondering if my room is properly lit, or if its just my sleepy eyes throwing a fit? Looking at my keyboard through just a slit, i really should call it a night and just quit. As i sit here and at the monitor i stare, its like in my mind is an angry rampaging bear. Words being thrown around giving my poetry a flair, trying to wrack

You lay your hair down along the side of this great road we call life each strand another memory watch the butterflies swirl around you they come to see you shine they settle on you each curve of your body a new mountain along the horizon of tomorrow the tide comes and goes around us you never put a toe in you dive in like you have no fear like you know what lies at the bottom like you know what lies at the bottom of my heart if only you would smile for me if only you would smile for me the butterflies might sing sing along with the perfect sunrise that lives in your eyes smile for me once and I will never need you to lay yo

Memories come flashing back it seems, you never find me in time. I get lost and wonder what it means, sitting here trying to make it ryhme. I remember the days we had, smiling never felt so good. Why does life always feel so bad, but i tried to do what i could. The future finds me, and the past escapes. What was once was glee, is nothing in my mind but shapes. Finding peace is like finding gold, wondering if its real or just for a fool? The heart always feels so bold, but then i just end up feeling like a tool.